At times, old insecurities come to the fore, hand in hand with wistful memories of past lovers, loss, death and grief. At other times, I have bitter quarrels with God late into the night about sin, redemption and child-death; and when solace will not come, in despair, I run for shelter to life's true confessional—poetry.
Saturday, 31 December 2016
Thursday, 22 December 2016
The mind of a tortured genius - a poem by Chris Zachariou
The crazed painter dips his brush
into the hues of his squalid mind.
He pours his twisted visions onto the temple walls—
putrid green to drown the lamb,
red and black for the demons dancing on the towers.
Sunday, 18 December 2016
Mary Magdalene - a poem by Chris Zachariou
My love for The Son of Man
and Christianity as a way of life is infinite, however, I find it impossible to
believe in a metaphysical world.
This poem is my own personal view of God, Jesus, and Mary Magdalene. Please do
not continue reading if you are easily offended or intolerant of other peoples'
views.
This poem is largely inspired by the novel 'The Last Temptation of Christ' by Nikos Kazantzakis.
Mary Magdalene |
My Lord, my life is yours. Since I was a little girl, I’ve lived for the day you’d come.
When I was but thirteen, and you fifteen, both almost children, your gaze sealed my fate. You held my hand and spoke strange words I'd never heard before, words I would never hear again. Then you pressed your lips on mine! I kissed you back, a child's kiss—innocent and chaste—yet we both sensed we had crossed forbidden boundaries. You caressed my hair, our lips met once more, and in a daze, you breathed in the fragrance of my aching breasts.
Consumed by fear, you fled—a trembling soul possessed—stumbling and collapsing. I wiped your brow and cleansed your mouth, yet each time you quivered like a startled dove. I wept and beseeched Him to release you, but Jehovah, a cruel and jealous God, ignored my child’s pleas.
Seven sins came riding from afar across the Galilee knocking on my father's door. He cursed me, told me I was the bride of Lucifer, and commanded me to leave his house.
Since then, a red light burns in my window, and countless men defile my body night and day. I lie on my soiled bed in this room of shame with my face to the wall, feigning love’s cries—a love without love. Bites and scratches mar my flesh, and my tattered scarlet gown, always open to all the colours of the world, forever reeks of the stench of shameful sex. I search for you my Lord each night in all the insatiable mouths and in all the vile hands crawling on my thighs and breasts, and even though each morning I scrape and bathe in myrrh, the smell of paid-for sex still lingers in the air.
My Lord, all the nations of this earth have passed through my bed. I’m tormented, scorned, and shamed. I'm abused and always sold to the highest bidder, yet I'm still that little girl, unsullied by any man, waiting to be your beloved bride.
And
now, you knock on my door, and you walk in with downcast eyes blushing like a
virgin. You bleat like a lamb and call me sister, you say my shame is your
shame and you tell me you want to save me. But tonight, I don't want sainthood
or your God. Put out the red light, fall into my bed, and save my flesh. My
soul will not tarry far behind.
Monday, 12 December 2016
The Migrant's Journey - a poem by Chris Zachariou
Children are forsaken by the angels
Saturday, 10 December 2016
The wedding song - a poem by Chris Zachariou
A Frida Kahlo-inspired Wedding |
unblemished
on the bridal bed
with no other chart
for the chart of love
Tuesday, 6 December 2016
Saturday, 3 December 2016
Monday, 21 November 2016
Friday, 18 November 2016
Saturday, 12 November 2016
Saturday, 5 November 2016
Aberfan 1966 - a poem by Chris Zachariou
voices fading
Wednesday, 2 November 2016
Monday, 31 October 2016
The Half Moon - a poem by Chris Zachariou
Picture of a Young Hippy Girl |
last night looking for my life.
Mister Barman if you please,
a bottle of your best red
my ghosts will soon be here.
Sunday, 23 October 2016
You smiled - a poem by Chris Zachariou
Saturday, 22 October 2016
A brutal war - a poem by Chris Zachariou
A Brutal War |
We fought a bitter war
She, with bows and arrows
and I, with songs and wine.
For you - a poem by Chris Zachariou
Wednesday, 19 October 2016
Thursday, 13 October 2016
Tuesday, 4 October 2016
Monday, 8 August 2016
Mary's lament - a poem by Chris Zachariou
My love for The Son of Man
and Christianity as a way of life is infinite, however, I find it impossible to
believe in a metaphysical world.
This poem is my own personal view of God, Jesus, and Mary Magdalene. Please do
not continue reading if you are easily offended or intolerant of other peoples'
views.
This poem is largely inspired by the novel 'The Last Temptation
of Christ' by Nikos Kazantzakis.
Mary Magdalene |
and bleating like a lamb, you
call me sister.
Fall into my bed, blow out
the red lamb, and save my flesh.
My soul will not be far behind.
Mary's story - a poem by Chris Zachariou
My love for The Son of Man
and Christianity as a way of life is infinite, however, I find it impossible to
believe in a metaphysical world.
This poem is my own personal view of God, Jesus, and Mary Magdalene. Please do
not continue reading if you are easily offended or intolerant of other peoples'
views.
This poem is largely inspired by the novel 'The Last Temptation
of Christ' by Nikos Kazantzakis.
We kissed—
Wednesday, 27 July 2016
Saturday, 16 July 2016
Saturday, 2 July 2016
A very serious altercation - a poem by Chris Zachariou
a beautiful butterfly |
with a splash of bright colours
then tried to shock me
and demanded my response.
A coupling of minds, we fed
each other's need for loneliness.
At ease —we both knew
we were never destined to be lovers—
we revelled in the sin of happiness.
I was terrified.
Strike out first, push the button,
wreck, destroy.
Banish this deceptive dream.
I plunged into that pit
and painted all thoughts of us
on the walls in black.
How I miss your song.
Your face is now a prisoner
trapped in a hopeless screen.
I wonder, did I ever really
know you or was I just
a stranger in your brilliant life.
I put my head above the parapet
and look at your happy world.
I speak to you but you stay silent
and I sink back into my lonely life.
Sunday, 29 May 2016
Till we have built Jerusalem - a poem by Chris Zachariou
Sunday, 15 May 2016
Thursday, 28 April 2016
The Migrant Song - a poem by Chris Zachariou
Syrian refugees |
they come looking for a manger
but our inn is full tonight
the inn we built
on the skull and bones of Africa
Saturday, 26 March 2016
Friday, 25 March 2016
I must die tomorrow - a poem by Chris Zachariou
My love for The Son of Man
and Christianity as a way of life is infinite, however, I find it impossible to
believe in a metaphysical world.
This poem is my own personal view of God, Jesus, and Mary Magdalene. Please do
not continue reading if you are easily offended or intolerant of other peoples'
views.
This poem is largely inspired by the novel 'The Last Temptation
of Christ' by Nikos Kazantzakis.
Death on the Hill |
father of the child;
seducer of the bride.
All my life, you tortured me.
The father I love, you crippled.
Now he splutters in the corner—
a voice without words.
Wednesday, 9 March 2016
Rumours of your sainthood - a poem by Chris Zachariou
Reflection on the Quay |
A stranger's face leaps
In a panic, I peel
the layers searching for
the girl I knew, the girl
with the flower cotton dress.
Monday, 7 March 2016
I thought of you - a poem by Chris Zachariou
and I thought of us.
Wednesday, 2 March 2016
Friday, 19 February 2016
Wednesday, 20 January 2016
Saturday, 9 January 2016
A merciless queen - a poem by Chris Zachariou
cruel butterfly |
With a simple brush stroke,
the master painter builds for you
a castle of vast rooms with high
shelves all stacked with silent heads.
You always sought to live in such
a weird world of silence with a moat
of angry words around you.
Every time I come to you, you scream:
"There is no room for you in my inn."
But why do you leave your door
unlocked at night, can it be that you
really miss me and maybe neither of us
wants to be on our own tonight?
I devour with a poor man's hunger all
the poisoned words you shoot at me
each day from across the pond and gorge
on them with a rich man's greed.
Why did you summon me to your court today?
I was certain the next time you’d meet with me
would be where failed poets go for shelter.
Admittedly, my provocation
was thoughtless, I sinned against the meter!
Can you not forgive me though and pack me
off to art school in Vienna?
After all, you prescribed this for another.
Casualties are mounting high,
hostilities have never ceased and so far
you have refused all my offers of a truce.
Look out of your battlements, I'm on
my way riding an old steed, my armour
is getting rusty and the only gifts I bring
to you are the words of a jaded scribbler.
We both knew one day I would return
You broadcast to the world I'm simply
an inconvenience, and that you are happy now.
My merciless young queen, I never had selfish
ambitions for you like that, I like you too much
to want to make you happy, and you know
how much alike we are, both blessed with sharp